Reality definitely bites

When someone close passes on, one can only feel the emptiness and the overwhlming sense of a physical presence gone.. even though his spiritual presence still reassures us that .. he is there with us... After all the death in the family ... it was seeming that the universe was preparing us for a close blow and slowly but surely a soul was preparing to leave this sphere of existence... My father in law has passed on... cannot express the loss but can only pray that he is at peace... Words are flowing right and left but I am here ... just longing for a place by myself... by the still lake of thoughts .. which is running very deep....